browsing jobs on Craigslist, my school’s job portal, and other miscellaneous sites. I keep clicking and keep seeing all these requirements that I do not possess. It’s just a bit of a reminder that not only do I lack experience, I also lack a clear direction in what I wanna do with my life.
I know I spend a lot of time complaining about this, but I’ve been hitting that point where I’m just in complete crisis over my future. I do believe that things do work out, but even with that, I don’t want to waste my time doing nothing. In the meantime at least, I don’t want to always be heading into the negative financially.
I wish I could just pick up random odd jobs when needed lol. Drug runs. Smuggle 10 lbs of cocaine from Mexico hidden in my butt.
But even with little odd jobs, that contributes nothing to my future ya’mean? I’d like something I could slap on a resume.
That leads me to volunteer work. I mean, the only volunteer work I can really think of would be with kids, or at least that’s the only ones I’d be comfortable saying right off the bat that I could do. I don’t feel that I particularly have skills in other fields.
Don’t get me wrong though, I really do enjoy working with kids. It’s something I’ve always liked. However, I know myself to the point… where I know that I’m extremely biased.
When I take a liking or unliking to certain children, it makes the job extremely difficult for me in both cases. Liking being around kids and teaching them are entirely different matters.
My schedule is good for w/e jobs though I guess. Places willing to have extremely flexible schedules. I’ve got nothing to do Tuesdays and Thursdays, but my wednesdays are completely packed, as are my Mondays (just slightly less). Fridays are so-so i guess.
I mean I feel that I am making excuses to an extent, but at the same time there’s other matters I’m considering before picking a job. I don’t even know where I’ll be staying this semester. I may end up out toward SF staying at a relative’s house so I can be closer to campus. In that case, I would find a job out there.
Meh. I’ll figure it out. Long day ahead tomorrow haha, goodnight.
