I’m so fucking weird
I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet.
I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time, I care about a lot.
I hate people but I develop crushes easily.
I hate myself but I’m completely fabulous.
I need help.
I had no idea so many of you could relate to so many of my dysfunctional thoughts
Wintertide Divergence (original)
It’s that time of the year. The weather’s cold and I want to just huddle by a fire with loved ones. Still, there are times when those we care for are just out of reach, whether it be due to distance, time, or other circumstances. Still, even when the times are tough and we’re all apart, it’s that caring, the bonds we share, the love we have for people in our lives that remind us that loneliness is temporary, and things do get better.
To be honest, I’ve had a lot on my mind lately, and in the midst of daydreaming duringclasscough sometimes tunes stick to my head and I get home and play on the keys a bit. Far from perfect, and perhaps even incomplete, but sometimes the fragmented notes that pop into my head help me speak when I can’t find the right words.
As usual, cursed by the almost-finished-but-trip-up-at-the-end thing I’ve had for so many years, but… I suppose covering up blunders through fancy editing isn’t quite my thing either haha.
Indeed, it’s been a while since I’ve recorded any of my creations. I have plenty of things that come to mind, but… usually they don’t solidify and I usually don’t make recordings. Still, this one came to me in class today shortly after fighting off an incoming panic attack haha. I’ve tried to stay off of here (as a blogger at least) because there are some things that… I’m just not sure what to say about them.
Still, I’ve been having some rough days lately, and with 2013 coming to an end, I’m still holding out and hoping that I see some better days, or rather, allow myself to enjoy my days as the year comes to a close.
Some days I just remind myself that through difficulties, I have my family and friends. We laugh, we cry, we fight, but I love them, and nothing is going to take that away. It’s past thanksgiving and I didn’t do a TG post, but… I truly am grateful for the people in my life.
And though I hesitate to use this line, “in the end, nothing has really changed”. The people in my life are still there, and I cannot ask for more.
remember last summer when american eagle had that modelling contest where you submit your picture to get votes and if you get into the top 20 votes your picture is displayed at times square in new york
i submitted this photo of me about to sneeze
i placed 12th and i was on the times square billboard for two weeks
i hate each and every single one of you all
I just wish we could have voted you to 1st place.
A woman is not written in braille, you don’t have to touch her to know her.
The impulse got me. Couldn’t help it.
my favourite gifset
i did a thing
Never not reblog
that subzero … lol
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here’s miley getting kick in the head
ha. i just now noticed that typo. well ill be.
Best gif ever lol
1. Lonely Christmas - Eason Chan
2. Last Christmas - Wham
3. Chicken Rice - Matsumoto Hitoshi
Haha, yes odd list I know.
Good evening, sir.
It’s truly been a long time. Though we were not great to you in our time together, the lessons you’ve bestowed upon us live on, even though you’re no longer with us. I can never understand what was going on in your life when you left us, and I can only imagine how it must have felt. You understood that life was difficult, and did your best to understand and empathize, as I do today. However, you probably understood better than anyone that leading a life and rationality and logic could only get you so far, and withholding the irrational, illogical aspects of humanity would hinder our growth as human beings. Yet, it is in these moments of great emotion that our lessons are truly tested. This is a test that is not measured through knowledge and understanding, however. As much as I respect you, you failed that test, and I fear that I may be failing it myself, and with all due respect, it’s not a test I can afford to give up on. Hope you’re doing well, wherever you may be. You’d be proud to know that at least some of us listened to what you had to say, and one person in particular may very well save me from myself one day, and I’m prepared to do the same. Until the next time we meet, whether it be in another time or place.
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